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Wishing and Hoping [November 27, 2009 11:41pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

I think I am starting to become obsessed with wondering if I am or am not pregnant.

I would really like to be for various reasons. Such reasons as:
A. I don't want to be too old to have a baby and thus resulting in being really old when they also get older. "Hey! What is your grandma doing here?" "Um, that's my mom."
No this is not me
B. I would love to see what a baby would look like with both my and my husband's genes. Note: I spelled genes and not jeans. The baby would look very weird if it were the other word.
I'm hoping with the high forehead it means that our baby is very smart. (my husband could not help but laugh for some strange reason after seeing this picture)

and

C. I am ready to have a baby. Which is pretty funny because before I never wanted any kids. I think we could chalk it up to me not being with the right man. Now, it seems like my biological clock is really ticking or maybe it just ticked slow and the time is now. NOW!!! lol.

the clock!!

I took one pregnancy test but it came out negative but I took it at night. Not sure if that really means anything and I did have my period. But now I'm reading that it may have not really been my period and that testing at night is not accurate.



Hmmm. I don't know. We have tried again and I would technically have to test again around the 7th of December but I'm going to test tomorrow in the morning just because I have been having frequent urination and nauseated bouts.

Wish me luck!


Catch up ya'll [November 26, 2009 9:13am]
[ mood | calm ]

Good Morning! Allow me to re-introduce myself since it has been a long time since I have written on here. My name is Marian Maldonado. I just recently got married on August 8, 2009 at the lighthouse in Port Isabel. The wedding was wonderful. I think one of my top memories is when my mom opened up the limo door and said "Come on baby, let's go."

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And my dad (who is actually my step-father but he raised me since I was 3) walked me up the lighthouse stairs was making me laugh. The laughter however was nervously done because I had managed to hide what my dressed looked like from everyone including my soon-to-be husband. But the moment he turned around was what I wanted to see.

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He was surprised! He told me later that his heart was pumping so much! The reception was fun as well very nice and elegant with my husband's devoted nature and my let's have fun vibe. When he and I get together it is fun for all!! I loved the fact that our closest friends were able to witness this wonderful event. People from Dallas, Austin, San Antonio, Laredo, Corpus Christi, Brownsville, Colorado, and one other place that is escaping my mind came to our wedding! Wow! That was just absolutely wonderful.
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some of our lovely lady guests


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some of our handsome men guests


And no, we haven't been able to have our honeymoon just yet. However, since he and I both work for school districts our dates off are the same. Isn't that great!? Maybe, he and I can do something during the Christmas holidays.

Moving on....I am not sure if you have read my stuff in the past but I was with someone else and it ended (emotionally and mentally) when he decided to be with someone else fuck someone else in our bed. I'm glad because he really wasn't going anywhere in his life at the time and I was being stupid for wasting my life away. Oh don't get me wrong he started hustling after I left but to be honest whenever he spoke about our future I just kept seeing a blank. It was as if though I hit a wall.

And back on track...In a past entry I already mentioned about Mike (my now husband), so no need to get back into that. Except that I can't help being so much in love with him. He is the most awesome man I have ever met. It is because of him that I have become a teacher! Well, he doesn't say that it's him but rather me for going through with it but he has this way about him that just makes me feel better about myself.

I think I've rambled enough. I am going to try to make it a habit to write about what's going on in my life. A quick preview such as what I teach, where, our life in Laguna Vista, how I've been feeling strangely ill for the past days or so. I know! So exciting!

Leave a comment if you would like just to let me know you are out there.


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eek [April 17, 2009 3:56pm]
I wish I could spend more time posting something. Tomorrow I test again and I am too nervous to study. I'm just going to do my best.

Spinning in Dizzy Excitingy [April 15, 2009 6:27am]
**yes this is a slight variation of the one I have posted up on Myspace*

Hello everyone! Sorry I haven't written anything in such a long time. Actually I'm not sure if anyone still reads or would even want to read my random thoughts. What happen to almost everyone that use to be on online? Did I bore you away? :)

Hopefully not! Ok, so what have I been up to? PLANNING THE WEDDING!! This stuff is hard! Making me think and what not, you know I like shiny things. I get distracted but I'm doing my best to take it seriously. To be honest I feel a bit better because the FMIL (Future Mother In Law) and I got the majority of things sorted out for the wedding.

Mike is still so wonderful. Yes, Mike is Miguel and vice versa. I don't call him that just when I'm talking about him in context. I love how hard he is working to put our future together. He is so wonderful I love him greatly.

Its so funny because I actually want to do things to please him. (lol yes in the perverted sense as well) Like I want to make sure our home is clean and I want to cook meals for him. I keep telling him I want a baby that looks like him but he insists to please have it look like me. lol

I'm still going for the teaching thing. I have a test for my certificatin coming up soon. And once he takes his board exam for the RRT and we both PASS then I know that our life will finally begin.

Oh my God! I'm going to be a wife!! I'm so excited! " Nice to Meet you. I am Mrs. Maldonado"

*smiles big*

Oh my God!! 115 more days!!

Okay enough babbling. talk to you all later!

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Update [January 29, 2009 5:41pm]
[ mood | excited ]

I really need to get better at posting stuff here. Let's see, where am I currently at in my life?

I still work at the coffeeshop, it's a job and it pays. I do plan on taking the Pre-K thru 4th grade Generalist Teacher Certification test on February 20th.

I am still with Miguel (aka Mike) and am very happy! Our wedding will be in August and honestly I can't wait until the time comes soon. We want a beach wedding. There's a lot of stuff to consider and I feel panicky because I want it perfect.

Anyways, if we get married sooner I'll let you guys know.


[November 19, 2008 1:57pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Apparently according to LJ, my last update was 11 weeks ago. That is if you can call it an update. Let's see if I can remember to do this.


As you may already know from viewing my account on Myspace, I am no longer with Gerry. Yes, I was with him for 5 years but it didn't work out. Let's just simply say it was a mistrust issue. I am now madly in love with this wonderful man named Miguel or Mike as his friends and family know him.

In a matter of 6 months he has helped me grow into a better person. I have saved money, went back to school to get my teacher certificate, and have made much needed amends with my family.

I love Miguel because he has done the one thing that the other exes have failed. (lol, besides making me cum) He has kept his word at all times. Never has he broken a promise, even the littlest ones. He is always concerned for me and I for him. I love that he always has me and my interests in mind.

I love him so much and whenever I am not around him I miss him greatly. To hug him and kiss him is the greatest part of my day. To love someone and have them love you back completely is truly a blessed feeling.

For a long time during my life I felt lost and incomplete. Not anymore.


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testing [September 02, 2008 2:17am]
Hmm. Now using Flock as my webbrowser. Seems pretty cool so far.
Blogged with the Flock Browser

all in pics [July 10, 2008 10:09pm]
[ mood | loved ]

happy


love


holding hands


SMILE!


addicted


Calm

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wooooo [July 06, 2008 10:46am]
My 30th!!

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My panda has broken legs [June 29, 2008 9:22pm]
I think I will start using this site again. So much has happened. The question is how do I begin to tell it all?

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Hello hello is there anyone out there? [February 14, 2008 4:47pm]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | None ]

It's been quite sometime since I've posted a blog in here.

Mainly I've been just working at the coffee shop and going out Wednesdays and maybe if super bored on occassion.

Still getting randomely sick :(
And now the bf has been diagnosed restrictive Lung disease which is so ironic since I've been the only one that's been sick last year and this.

About the nursing program everyone is pushing me to try again but that fear of having to deal with another round of rejection creeps up on me again. Others have tried to get me to try the teaching concept again.

We shall see. I feel trapped in my failure.


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What Do You Have To Say? - The Last Time I Sang... [January 20, 2008 11:31pm]
[ mood | bored ]

When was the last time you sang?

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...would have to be today at work. I think I sang a bit of Angel by Sarah Mclachlan. To be honest I am constantly singing, not that I know all the words or even correctly but I still am singing. Last full song I sang would have to be The Lord's Prayer about a Friday ago. Not a lot of people are aware that I can hit the very high notes, about an octave above E.

.... [October 21, 2007 1:12am]
Didn't get in.

Bad Credit.

Numb about it and a lot of stuff at the moment.

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The Results....unknown [October 19, 2007 8:53am]
[ music | Pixies - Hey ]

Today, I'm suppose to find out if I got into the school of Nursing.

Unfortunately a series of events is preventing me from finding out.

First off, my car has broken down and the school is in a city 30 min away.

Secondly, my mother works at said place (the school is held on the grounds of the Valley Baptist Hospital) but when I called her she is in a meeting.

Thirdly, I called directly to the school but they can't tell me the results over the phone.

So I sit here, anxious, trying not to get my hopes, on my mother. To call me back.
I couldn't even dial the number correctly this morning, and I snapped at the bf, he is being so positive. Poor guy.


Is it possible? [September 30, 2007 11:41pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | none it's so quiet ]

Sigh. I have no idea what to write as is the usual case and the reasoning behind my lack of posting either in here or in the forums that I (am suppose to) frequent. Been working a lot, I think that it is mainly all that I do, that and sleep.

Occasionally I go out once in a while to visit with my friends. It's the alcohol that hinders me sociable, that or work. I think I'm more sociable when I am at work than when I am at home mainly because I'm forced into it by what I do.

This upcoming Tuesday, October 2nd I have my interview for the nursing program. I have to remember to call the office of the school to see if they received my official college transcript. I'm not really that nervous but I know that I really do want to be accepted into this school.

October 19th will be the day that I find out.

Anyways, still having trouble sleeping but this time I can't blame the wisdom teeth.


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Update [August 18, 2007 3:24am]
[ mood | busy ]

Wisdom teeth are out. Those suckers came out on Wednesday. Currently on Naproxen and Penicillin. I'm tired but not more so exhausted.

Two of my friends have moved away I'm a bit down. I really shouldn't be but I am.  I think I'm more afraid that I'll just be a faded memory. Damn I'm a selfish bitch.

One of my coworkers quit, so I'm  fucking pissed off about that. I'm gonna end up stretching myself thin, I just want to sleep.  But money is a necessity and I'm a team player.  In case I haven't mentioned it in person or elsewhere I am also working another job. Part time, extra cash. It's all good.

Waiting for the 27th to roll by so I can see if I got accepted to be interviewed for the Nursing School.

I got a new camera also btw. A Nikon CoolPix L12. Loads of fun.

Here's  a pic I took of myself today using one of the many cool features.


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Has it been that long? [August 06, 2007 1:57am]
[ mood | bored ]

Where has all the creativity gone?
Away like the moon and the stars.
Open
thine eyes you foolish gal, for they are still there. 
My
eyes are closed like little sewn bags lost in a pile of purses.
And yet I lay my head on my forearms and enjoy the light breathing from my nostrils.
Sleep deep
sweet dreams of la la land.
 I go to thee for now.
And when the night has enveloped us all

may darkness have mercy on our souls.


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Always and Never [July 27, 2007 8:50am]
Anyone ever watch Sin City? What does that line mean?

Dwight: I'll always love ya, baby.
Gail: Always and never.

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Wow! Where the hell have I been? [July 11, 2007 8:05am]
[ mood | exhausted ]

So I've been out partying a lot. Fun in itself but hurts the pocket oh so much. I don't have the means to party hard apparently and getting free drinks from people can only go so far.

Haven't been sleeping very well due to my wonderful piranha teeth. Yes, I said piranha teeth. "Chomp chomp chomp", I'll gnaw your leg off!! OK, but seriously? My wisdom teeth have all come out and it's my upper right jaw that is killing me. I think I've popped enough ibuprofen to have me admitted for suicide watch.

And yet no sleep. I've been eagerly waiting the arrival of the beaver who eats waffles and Abe Lincoln.

Motherfuckers are late.

Went to the beach today with my new girly girls, Steph and Rosie. Bought some Budlight and lounged on the beach. Fucking awesome of course.

I'm a bit tired, because I just came home from exercising. Although I didn't really have much effort on only 1 hour of 10 minute interval sleeping.


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meh [July 09, 2007 3:56am]
<3

hey

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